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Trepidation!

by Breathe Of My Leaves

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Trepidation! 03:17
Ohhhhh trepidation! Fools in love can make amends But I can’t afford to be fooled again I want to feel above the fear I hope someday I’ll say Don’t deny the love that you love One day you will turn into dust Pressure me to tangle our hearts Feel like it is Ohhhhh trepidation! Clock strikes two across the sea I lay in bed in misery My heart sweats deep in agony I need to touch your face Don’t deny the love that we love  One day you will turn into dust Pressure me to tangle our hearts Feel like it is Ohhhhh trepidation! The space your taking Taking up in my head Don’t deny the love that you love One day you will turn into dust Pressure me to tangle our hearts And feel like it is
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These days all my friends they don’t call me Word on the street is that I am dead Don’t hold on to what you already already know Pieces only fit when you are letting them go It's time to take a stand and show the world exactly who you are Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh Engage the world in my head it's just crawling Word in the clouds is that I'm out of my head Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh Why won't you shine if you’re the star of the show? People look up to you If you take in the glow It's time to make amends and show the world exactly who I am Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh Ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh Why won't you shine if you’re the star of the show? Pieces only fit when you are letting them go It's time to take a stand and show the world exactly who you are
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From the "Trepidation!" EPK:

“This is kind of our version of a frantic, three minute ‘pop-miracle,’” states Barberis. “I hear so many influences, from 1980s synth-pop to Motown, but it just feels like a rocket ship taking off from the get-go. It was the first demo instrumental written for the album but one of the last ones to be finished. The idea was about the unimpeachable power of unabashed love and it feels like Lady Gaga’s “Born This Way” or Madonna’s “Express Yourself.”

Jordan is singing about himself learning to stop fearing love and learning to let himself fall in love and be vulnerable, but I can hear so many different interpretations for the lyrics. It’s unbridled emotion that could be taken in a macro Pride-type, pure love way, or in a way of any person begging for the object of their affection to break down the dam that’s holding back their love and just letting it flow. It’s so emotional. Everyone has felt the excruciating anguish of unrequited love. It makes you fear it. It also is set against the backdrop of how treacherous the human heart is and how we humans always talk about ‘following our hearts’… but the heart is dangerous. It has no brakes and can steer you over cliffs. It’s like being given an incredible sports car but then realizing after you’re speeding that it has no braking system and has its own steering and speed will. So, it’s just a frantic observation to how crazy and perilous life is when we make our hearts the king.”

Stephano goes on to admit, “When Jordan sent me the vocals for the instrumental, I was listening on my iPhone, standing, frozen in my kitchen with tears of joy and goosebumps. There was this powerful melodic element that I felt we achieved and at times in the song he reminded me of Aretha Franklin as he belted this song out with all of his heart. I feel that The Radiant Believers album is a colossus - a synth-pop monument from start to finish with a motif that runs throughout about the victory of light over darkness, even when things appear hopeless. It’s a despair-destroyer. At least that was my goal.”

Jordan delves deeper into the emotional aspect of the song: “Trepidation is about breaking out of a fear mindset. Being hurt in relationships, or being the one that hurts someone in a relationship only diminishes the next one’s potential. You enter with higher walls and bigger boundaries than you ever had before. “Pressure me to tangle our hearts” is a line that rings very true to me personally. I have probably gone through more life lessons than most people my age. I use to use that experience/loss/retribution/battle as fuel to ensure that everyone knew that I was stronger, more wise, more able than they were.  

But, that person inside me died a couple years ago. I let go and just was “me”. I let a lot of people down that I really should have never been holding up in the first place. I needed to learn to love again. Live again. Trepidation has always been a word that has circles around in my head since grade school. One day we all turn into dust. So dust yourself off and live, love and laugh. And stumble through life, it’s hard. We all get it.” 

The single comes backed with an equally uplifting bonus track called “Show The World,” which was written and completed in one weekend (and almost made it onto the album).

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released August 18, 2023

Written by Breathe Of My Leaves (Stephano Barberis and Jordan Gant).

Composed, mixed and produced by Stephano Barberis.
Vocals and lyrics by Jordan Gant.
Mastered by Reza Udhin at Cryonica Audio Mastering

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Breathe Of My Leaves Vancouver, British Columbia

Breathe Of My Leaves is an electronic music project created 20 years ago by multiple award winning director Stephano Barberis experimenting with sounds. Vocalist Jordan Gant is an established singer, songwriter and producer who was previously a part of pop duo Escape The Audience, who were represented by the same management team as The Killers. ... more

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